Insomnia ?!

well i decided to ask myself why cant i sleep ?
and i had lost myself into inner thoughts...

Inside my thoughts i realise how torn a part i am and
how humans can poison others humans day after day
Even knowing this they still need each other to live...

after all "happiness only real when shared" (Into the wild)
Ironic...

what all this thing of poison have about my insomnia ?
i'm not really sure... but maybe...no i don't know...

feelings are not supposed to be described...
i'm pretty sure that every one who tried failed...
and made only a faked feeling stimulated by situation
and brain beliefs in it... real feelings comes from "heart"
from moments lived, experienced not from a book...

try at least once to dive into the world
with everything u have and you will
experience real feelings...

but be careful feelings are treacherous
once installed its impossible to be completely
removed and nights of insomnia will probably find you.

therefore Vem sentar-te comigo, Lídia. (R.R.)

and then she simply go on...
like what she had lived was nothing
living everyday like a great party
after all the show must go on...

unfortunately,
every audience has an end...
will it work out ?

A vida é feita de bons e maus dias.

O que acontece quando a vida é feita somente de maus dias ?

so cute song... why all this beautiful scenes are always on movies and not on real lives

:'(

Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore

Drew:
Ive been living with a shadow over head
Ive been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
Ive been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

Hugh:
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
Ive been setting aside time,to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
ohh

Drew:
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

Hugh:
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

Chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Drew:
There are moments when I don't know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

Chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end

Outra verdade

:(

Uma verdade...

Respirar é facil...
O foda é viver...





*Desculpe-me pelo palavreado mas é a mais bruta e crua verdade

Pain

i didn't ask for any...
but it s keep coming...
until a day that i ll give up...